Me, my worst enemy

when everything seems to come crashing down around you,
even through tears you’ll see everything clearly..
constantly being dissapointed by people who once gave me hope.
Of being attracted to the unique and different.
Of trying to save everyone, when im in need of saving.
Of forcing myself to feel, because love is what I long for most.
Of craving the experience.
Of going completely insane on the inside.
Of going out of my way over and over again, even when i expect nothing in return.
Of forgiving too easily.
Of being my own worst enemy.