So Hard

Stupid Emotions
They make you cry
Make your heart bleed
Leaving you wanting to die
I’ve tucked it away for so long
he will to survive without it
has grown much too strong
I’ll bend but refuse to break
So my shielded heart doesn’t ache
I feel but I won’t fear
I hurt, but I’ll never shed a tear
Stumbling between fact and fiction
I still refuse to compromise
For fear of loosing myself