Mixed Emotions

Having a sad day
A mind numbing,
wrecking my brain kinda day
So many thoughts plague my head
For reasons I cant understand
Mixed emotions
Sparks like that of a welders tool
Too much smoke to sort thru
Chatter all around
I try to smile thru my mind numbing frown
Tucked in my own world
Tapping at the keys
Hoping to get some of this jumble out
Love, lost, family and friends
So much I need to let out