Only You

 

It’s a blessing,

to have someone that gives their all for you;

not only by saying it

Someone who can put a smile on your face

without even being in the same room

who cares for you sometimes more than you ever

dreamt of caring for yourself

Someone who fills you with motivation

when your will has settled

Who always has your best interest at heart

Who’ll stand with you

when you backs against the wall

And is there to catch those tears,

if they ever do fall

I always count my blessing

But when I think of you

I always count twice

 

© Lisa Goycochea

I thought of you (ADULT CONTENT)

 

Sitting here I think dirty thoughts of you

Wondering, if you think of me too

I smile as I imagine sitting on face

My fingers trace your lips

So subtle I crave the taste

Uneasy I get comfy in my chair

Imagining your body

Caressing your hair

I bite my lip

As I hold back from touching myself

Sitting here alone, tapping at my keyboard

Enjoying every ounce of pleasure

My imagination hoards 

 

I look back to my thoughts

I see you standing there

You smile and motioned me to come near

Coyly I accepted

I held you and kisses your lips

Inhaling, I look away to calm my mood

I can feel the rush of hormones

Trickling thru my spine

Playfully my fingers part my lips

As I imagine it’s yours, at the end of my finger tips

As my senses heightened

Again, I smile a dirty little smile

Crossed my legs, trying to contain the heat awhile 

 

In my mind slowly I'm undressing you

Kissing, caressing you

My heart pounds rapidly in my chest

One button

Then two

There’s no rush

It’s my fantasy

So it’s just me and you.

You kissed me gently and guided me down

As I slowly unzipped your pants

Appreciating your work of art

Gently I kiss inch by inch

Quivered at every thought

Of how big, long and strong

End to end you are

Cupping your globes, as my tongue trace the tip 

 

I imagine firmly stroking up and down

Like a lollipop I lick and lick

Deeper in my throat I take you in  

Stroking and sucking all the way down

Licking in circles ‘round and ‘round

I'm biting my lips as I write these words

Squeezing my thighs tightly

Yearning to squeeze my nipples and rub my tits

Or even touch myself just for a little  bit 

 

 I suck you in deeper and deeper

With a shift of emotion

You held my head firm

Began pumping in and out

Harder and harder

Deeper and deeper

You moaned softly

As you violated my face

Kneeling there

I’m enjoying the moment

Enjoying the pace

Faster and faster  

You pumped in and out

Greedily I accepted it all in my mouth

I can sense the tension,

You’re about to explode

I held my head back,

Ready to catch your load

With a burst of relief,

You explode on my tongue

You taste so good, I don’t want to stop

But I'm pleased with my work

So I swallowed every drop  

I kissed it softly, and tucked it back in

Giving you a satisfied kiss  

I walked away with a grin.

 

 

  © Lisa Goycochea

 

To My Angel

My Angel,

I smile as I write these words,

because you have given me more than any one person deserves.

You are smart, intelligent, thoughtful, well spoken, kind, loving and ever so beautiful

Today, marks another year that has been nothing but joy for everyone that encounters you

I look at you and I can’t be anything but proud of you

My heart sinks at the thought of how fast the years drift by,

I see you smile, and play so carefree and for a brief moment, 

I wish I could keep you this age for a couple more years

But then I listen to you talk and I know, even though I’m loosing you to the years

You are growing into the most amazing child any mother could wish for

Infinity doesn’t begin to express the words my heart feels for you

So for now, stay sweet my love

And Enjoy your 8^th Birthday

 ~Mom  1/2/13

56 Reasons Why...

 

 

There are many reasons why I love you,

more than I can ever count,
But here are 56 reasons, that truly stand out.

 

1.       I love your lips and how they part when you smile

2.       I love your glasses on your sweet face

3.       I love your shiny head

4.       I love how we complete each others thoughts & sentences

5.       I love the way you make me feel safe when I’m with you

6.       I love your twisted humor

7.       I love the way you look at me, (like it the first time you laid eyes on me)

8.       I love the way you love me (its admirable)

9.       I love how you appreciate  the little things I do for you and think they are big

10.    I love the way you cuddle me before we fall asleep.

11.    I love that you listen to what I have to say & let me finish my thoughts without interrupting

12.    I love the way you hold my face when you kiss me

13.    I love it when you whisper; “I love you”, when we make love

14.    I love how you’ve manage to make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world

15.    I love that you’re ticklish (its cute, to hear you giggle uncontrollable) don’t worry I wont tell anyone J

16.    I love that you indulge me by letting me pick out the movies or channel to watch

17.    I love that you show an interest in what I care about and back me 100%

18.    I love that you always put me on the inside (safety side), when we walk on the street (I always smile to myself when you do that)

19.    I love that you take the time to drop me off curbside, instead of letting me walk through the grass

20.    I love when you pick me up (even though it scares me) I know I’m safe in your arms

21.    I love that you consider my needs, more than any normal person should

22.    I love that you indulge my shoe fetish & help me build the shoe closet

23.    I love how when I dream of my life partner, the only person that I can see is you

24.    I love how loving someone like you;  feels like the perfect Romance Movie

25.    I love the way you protect and defend me

26.    I love that; if you take my car, you always put gas in it, so I don’t have to

27.    I love how my heart goes crazy inside my chest, just by the mere thought of you

28.    I love the way you look when you're sleeping (so peaceful)

29.    I love that you love photographs/and taking pics just as much as I do

30.    I love that you don’t mind taking me for sushi, even though you don’t eat it 

31.    I love your unexpected tokens of love (flowers, cards, love notes, good morning text, emails, breakfast or coffee run)

32.    I love that if I get sad; you stop what your doing and hold me until however long it takes to feel better

33.    I love that you are not scared of PDA

34.    I love that you always take my hand, when we walk or even when we are driving

35.    I love it when you kiss my forehead

36.    I love when you call me “baby"

37.    I love that we don’t argue

38.    I love when you look at me and say “You’re so Beautiful”, almost like it’s the first time you’re seeing me

39.    I love that you are always willing to venture out and try new things with me

40.    I love that you are not controlling, or loose your temper with me

41.    I love how you try to do any and everything to make me happy

42.    I love that when I look to the future; its you I’m looking forward to spending it with

43.    I love the way you get your point across without destroying mine.

44.    I love the way you make, being in a relationship Sooo easy

45.    I love that you love watching the sunset/sunrise just as much as I do

46.    I love that it doesn’t matter how long it takes me to get ready; you never complain or rush me

47.    I love when you call me just to say; “you miss me” or simply that you “love me”

48.    I love your competitiveness (we make a great team & even better opponents)

49.    I love that you always try to dance with me, even when there’s no music (it tickles my funny bone, making me blush like a teenager)

50.    I love how we can enjoy each others company without saying a word and its still beautiful

51.    I love how we can spend hours doing nothing and still have an entire day packed with fun

52.    I love your way with  kids. (you’re gonna make a wonderful father some day)

53.    Because of you, no matter what tomorrow may bring, I know today my life is more complete with you in it

 

 

Two Years Ago Today

 

 

Two years ago today,

If I hadn’t built up enough courage to venture

I would’ve never dawned my gym shorts

And proclaimed meeting a stranger

Was my form of adventure
 

2 years ago today,

If I hadn’t unchained my heart

took a flaming torch to the past

and set free my spirit,

I would’ve been too busy looking back

and missed out on a fresh start
 

Honestly, 2 years ago today

I told myself

You weren’t what I wanted

You weren’t what I had in mind

But God had a plan

And You, were his First choice

That answer to the prayer

I was aching to find
 

Because of 2 years today

I am blessed beyond compare

God knows why,

Why He brought you here

He knows your heart

And if, it is his will

Me, Loving You

Then I have nothing to fear
 

Today, I’m thankful

For the strength you’ve given me

To let go and love unconditionally

For the joy you’ve brought my heart

For a love that’s blossomed

Ever so beautifully, right from the very start

The laughter that fills,
what was once an empty space

Is now sealed with a smile,
that’s engraved on my face

A love like this normally comes once in a lifetime

And for you my Darling William

I wouldn’t trade these 2 years
for anything in its place

I Love You

Happy 2 years

 

© Lisa Goycochea

Mantra

Who am I but a collection of what once was?
Rain, sunshine, spirit, substance, fear and love
Cycles of life and death, amnesia and revelation.
A traveler on a quest for purpose and happiness
Looking outside I see shadows.
Looking inside I see my true self.
Surely, my surroundings define me.
Rarely do I acknowledge that I define them.

A collection of once was, yet I still collect.
Need something from others. Need love.
Touch. Share. Gather. Give.
Only a heart already open allows love in.
I forget what I already know.
and just do what feels right.

Every time I see you

When you look at me,

My heart skips a beat

When you hold me in your arms

I feel so complete

Even when it’s silent

No words are necessary

So no need to speak

You show me what

Amazing looks like

Every time I see you

 

© Lisa Goycochea

The Plan

 

 

I promised myself

I’d never fall

So around my heart

I’ve built a wall

I’ve convinced myself

Love will never find me again

But destiny knew better

Just a matter of how and when  

That night you asked me on a date

To me it was just another night

Getting to know a friend

Chilling, sharing a plate

In my head I went over the rules

Telling myself to play it cool

If it seems too good

Leave reason for doubt

Be a good girl and no staying out

If sex was the question – always wait

And no kissing until at least the 2^nd date  

My rules were simple

I had a good plan

Dinner and a Movie

And a few winning hands

But then you kissed me

And everything went black

Nervously I pulled back

Trying to grasp the composure,
my emotions lack  

Your persistence I admire

Dauntingly your eyes showed desire 

I started thinking I should call It a night

But my limbs were too weak to put up a fight

You kissed me again and I slowly gave in

Right then …

I cared less who you were

Or where you’ve been

I kept thinking

We can write our destiny

Chapter One…

This is where, our story begins 

Meeting you was fate 

But falling in Love

Was never in the plan

For while emotionally

I was trying to sneak out

My untamed heart

Somehow snuck you in

                            

© Lisa Goycochea

 

You Are

You are the reason I smile

The reason, I want to make you smile
Mesmerized, chasing butterflies around my heart
The light at the end of the tunnel
That subtle tingle down my spine
 

You are the reason

For what it is I seek

Simple joys of Life,
Comfort, Love, Laughter

And all that our life together has to offer

You have become that safe spot

that I didn’t think I needed

© Lisa Goycochea

To Love (Random Thought)

To truly love is utter madness

There is always a test of Will

Now that you’ve found it

What WILL you do to sustain

What WILL you do to maintain

What Will you do to keep it

That which you’ve set aflame ?

 

© Lisa Goycochea