THE DONOR

I told you to use protection
But you wanted to be a man
You said I was the best
but now I have something better
something we created together

Don't nit your brow and roll your eyes,
And expect me to believe you didn't realize
this would happen or even have the nerve to suggest
I delete this child's life because you don't want to deal with the strife
Its not like I'm asking to be your companion or even wife
I just want you to stick around and be a great
dad in our child's life

Dedicated to my friend
Keep your head up

Today I died

my mommy didn't even cry
and even though i never saw the light of day
she convinced herself her life, would be much better this way

I can never see the birds fly or an eagle soar,
or gently kiss her cheeks as she walks out the door.

I'll never see the sunrise or the snow on a winter's morn,
all because I'm a product of a love torn.

I'll never know what it is to love or be loved, kiss or be kissed,
laugh and play as other kids do.

I'll never get to make my own mistakes,
because today my life my mommy did take,
but if she only knew, To her my all, I would give
IF ONLY TODAY SHE'D LET ME LIVE..

Writers Block

Of all the things jumbled up inside
My writing skills I think just died
For these two words simply fill my head
"Writers Block" , a fear I dread
Over and over they simply fall
Shit! I can't get through this verbal wall
My pen awaits my thoughts, but nothing comes to mind
For these words I love so much, I simply cannot find

Burning Desire

Two Flames, two friends, two lovers
Burning in the heat of the night
A glance so deep, a touch so pure
Innocent doings or timid amiss
A longing, a desire
Lustful pleasures we make
A sinner, a saint
This chance we both take
Loosing ourselves in
our lust of burning desire

NAUGHTY

Bend me over, grab me right
Yes, I'm feeling naughty tonight

Touch me softly, spank me too
I need forbidden love from you

Kiss my neck, nipples and thigh
It'll make my body come alive

Tell me I'm a dirty girl
Rip my skirt and pull my curls

It hurts so good, the pleasure, the pain
We mold together, there's no constrain

Faster and deeper, a rhythm we keep
Alternating on the sheets

The rapid flicker of your tongue
Oh Yes! Climax has begun

On the verge; I plead your name
With one more thrust, down I came

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to You

Picturing your smiling face,
As this poem I blog on myspace
I'm smiling at the twist of fate,
A secret love so sweet, You can almost taste

Remember that afternoon many years ago
gittery and nervous, of my love! you didn't know
I looked in your eyes and in that moment I knew
i had to admit I was crazy in love with you

Who knew of all the people in my past
You were the one, I'd be keeping this close to my heart
This tainted love so true, What were the odds; me falling for you

Unspoken thoughts, feelings of admiration & pride
And even through the passing years, my love I locked inside
A love we have so deep, a love we have to hide

The memories we hold so dear and from us can never impart
For these words seem almost inadequate
To express what's really in my heart

I count myself most lucky of all,
You have filled my friendship chest
So I can honestly say "Happy Birthday to You"
For I too, have been truly blessed

For My Friend

You can never loose me even if you tried
I’ll always be there close by your side
Our day to day life can get a bit crazy
But with good friends
This circle of life can be amazing.

You’re with me when I’m good
And your still there when I’m bad
I can’t fake a happy face
Because you’ll always know when I’m sad
And when you are sad I will comfort you
And when you are angry I will ask why?

And when you are troubled, I will listen
Because without you in my heart
There would be something missing

If your world seems to be crashing down
You only need to call,
Because there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you
My friend, great or small
From my heart, these words I send
In hopes of your aching soul a love can mend
I just hope you know, what our friendship means to me
and if you ever need someone you can always count on me

The Mirror

The Mirror

In front of me, I seem to see
A dark skinned girl who looks like me
Pretty brown eyes, with a heart of gold
She looks real sad defeated and cold
On the outside, she’s got it all
But deep inside she’s built this wall
Hiding the pain, the anguish, the heartache
And fakes a smile, even when her heart breaks
Neglect, rejected, suppressed by all
and with that thought more tears did fall
I look at her and see myself
The empty girl who hides herself
Where there was happiness, now hope reside
Locking her sadness away and covers her pride
Always polite and so eager to please
This dark skinned girl, with those pretty brown eyes
and a heart of gold, that same girl that nobody sees

Step (So Random)

 

Its sad how some people say they want one thing

And when its serve up them

They don’t know what to do with it.

So tired of the imposters, the loosers, the wanna be’s

Don’t waste the moments playing head games

You’re only wasting everyone’s time in the end

 

 

© Lisa Goycochea

 

He Loves Me

A warm breeze so inviting  

Nature at its best

A little sunshine

A little mist 

Then came our rainbow bliss

Gazing out at the afternoon sky

We sat and watched the clouds rolled by

Ever so tightly we embraced

As I gently kissed his face

Softly he whispered in my ear

As his voice echoed sweetly; stirring the air    

I smiled as I held him tighter

Trying to settle my heart pounding in my chest

I closed my eyes and thought; how much I've been blessed

A perfect day it turned out to be

Today is the day

The man I Love

Declared he too, Loves me.

 

© Lisa Goycochea