Thursday, July 8, 2010

Tease Me

Tie me down
Make me linger awhile
Tease my appetite
Quench my thirst
Whisper sweet nothings
That’ll intrigue my loins
Smear your honey
Across my lips
Leave me wanting..
Needing ..
Feigning for more
You’ve caught me
So show me
All you have in store
Make me your puppet
Tug on my strings
Make me do things
That’ll make even the devil cringe.


© Lisa Goycochea

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Love Shoudn't Hurt




I remember when we met
Fresh feelings so new
You said, don’t worry baby,
I’m goin take of you

We were so in love
Kissy kissy here
Hugging everywhere
You said baby, if I can help it
You’ll never shed a tear

You said my eyes
Were like a mirror to your soul
You’d never leave me
I’ll always have your shoulder
And your hand to hold

I remember when, you said
You can’t bare another day
Of walking this life
Without me as your wife

I remember when
You got so excited
When the doctor said it was a boy
You promised to be a great dad
Because a father figure you never had

I remember all the good times we had
But then something changed
And at times
Things did seem ALL bad
You didn’t come home anymore
You barely said good bye
When you walked out the door
Got women calling our house
All hours of the night
And when I try to talk to you
You always start an argument
Then don’t come home out of spite

It’s painful
But I’m trying to go over
Everything that happened
Last Tuesday night
We had dinner
You insisted on picking a fight
I tried to agree with you
Just to avoid,
Another sleepless night

I remember telling you
We need some outside help
This abuse has gone on too long
And the first step to healing
Is admitting you are wrong

I even kept saying; If not for me
Then do it for our sons’ sake
And if you are not willing to change
Then we need to take a break

For a second…
I swear…
I saw your eyes go blank
And that’s when you snapped
‘Cause round my throat
Your arms were tightly wrapped

And when your Fist connected my face
I thought I was dead for sure
‘Cause everything went dark
As my blood trickled
And my bleeding body hit the floor

As tears roll from my eyes
I remember
Our son
Screaming in the background
I tried getting away
But it was, my stomach
That your size 11 found

I can remember the day
You said you’d treat me
like “I was your Queen”
Well here I lay
Beaten and bruised
The doctor said
I’m lucky to be alive
You’ve even ruptured my spleen

Laying here in this hospital bed
Has given me much time to think
Where we went wrong?
What I did or didn’t do?
To make you so angry
That you’d beat me lifeless
Leaving me black and blue

My heart is broken
And I just want to scream
I keep thinking
Any minute now,
I’ll wake up from this dream

My body is tattered
And my spirit is crushed
My memories are tarnished
The uncertainty of “He loves me”
Or “He loves me not”
Speaks louder
Every time I hear the beep
From the oxygen machine

This is my wake up call
Love Shouldn’t Hurt
No matter how great or small
So through these bandages
I can finally see
I’m not alone
And I’m still alive
Because a higher power
Was always watching over me


© Lisa Goycochea






*SPEAK UP, STOP THE CYCLE
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National Domestic Violence Hotline 1800-799-7233

Note: Did you know
1 in every 4 women will experience domestic violence in her lifetime.
An estimated 1.3 million women fall victim to physical assault by an intimate partner each year.
85% of domestic violence victims are women.
And Most cases of domestic violence are never reported to the police.
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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

I'm Inspired



I’m inspired
I just want these lyrics to flow from my pen
Ripping from my soul this music within
Love it or hate it, this is how I do
Don’t care for my rhymes?
This is me, and not about you
My mind bubbles like a volcano
Tearing down boundaries like G.I Joe
When shit hits the fan
Some over-eat, others hit bottle
But when I’m unnerved
I grab a pen and go at it full throttle

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Trapped in the Middle




Caught in the midst of this war
Behind the smile the claws hide
On either side I chose not to fight
I’ve waved my flag a long time ago
Made peace with the devil
Leaving God to deal with my foes
This is not my cross to bear
So loosing is not something I fear
I’ve paid my dues and to you nothing I owe
So for the last time
Grow Up and Let It All Go

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Live & Let Live




Too much wanting
And not enough giving
Too much dreaming
and not enough living
Too much anger
And not enough forgiving
If you want your heart to be free
You have to let it go
Just let it be

It’s never a mistake
If you walk away with a lesson
Believe in yourself
You are blessed
So start counting those blessing

When your world seems dark & grey
It’s ok to cry, but remember
The sun has to come someday

Stop following the path
And make your own
You’ll never know if you can
Unless you try to walk alone

Some say experience is key
But its only experience
If beyond that
You’re too blind to see

Stop staring
at the closed door
and look around
for a window
Live your truth
Do the best you can
And when you feel
You can't go anymore
Raise yourself up
And reach alittle more

Stop talking
Start doing
Move the roadblocks from your mind
And you can accomplish anything
Peace comes from within
And if you can feel it
Others around you
Are likely to see it


Live and let Live
© Lisa g

Thursday, June 10, 2010

My Little Graduate


My Daughter
My Heart
My Joy
From VPK
You’ve Graduated Today

As I watch you recite your lines
My heart tremors
As I try not to cry
I’m very proud of you
Today is your day
And I’m beaming with pride

Moving on to kindergarten
Seems like an eternity
But you’ve waited ever so patiently
I know you are excited
About riding the bus
Do your homework
And try all the things
That makes you seem grown-up

But it’s Ok to take your time
There’s no rush
Trust me
You’re ahead of the line
To learn all you need to know
Get a head start on life
And gain the knowledge
To successfully grow

Bittersweet it seems
Leaving everyone behind
But you’ll meet new people
And plenty of friends, you’ll find

Time is going by so fast
I feel like I blinked
And five years flew past
I’m loosing my baby
But so proud of the person I see
Bright
Full of life
A confident young lady
You are turning out to be

~ Love You Princess
6/10/10

Friday, May 21, 2010

Passions Ignite [Adult Content]

Passionate kisses
Making me wet
Bare nipples
At your attention
They stand erect
Kissing
Caressing
Hastily undressing
Take me
Right here
Right now
On this spot
Give me everything
Everything you’ve got

Heads tilting
Hips grinding
Legs stretched to the max
Muscle biting
Spine tingling
Each wave of pain
Busting through my desire
Fulfilling my need
A little pain with pleasure

No more hiding
No more being coy
This is what
We both waited for
Shut up
Sit back
And now close your eyes
Take a load off
Enjoy the ride

Sinful nothings
Whispered in my ear
Echoing I answered
Baby, I’m almost there
Climbing higher and higher
Intensely I grind
Tic-tock
Tic-tock
Tic-tock
And rewind


You looked at me
As devilishly I smiled
You moaned my name
As on your face I climbed
I inhaled deeply
And closed my eyes
As the warmth of your tongue
Setting off fireworks
Almost drove me blind

Flipping me over
I knew you were near
Legs quivering
Exhausted from the ride
As rapidly into them
Your body still collides
More thrusting
More moaning
My name, I did hear
Reading my thoughts
As my submission
Became all too clear
I need to be punished
Severely in everyway
Every movement
Every touch
Into your mercy I played
In every sense
Every notion
The rules were obeyed

Tension heightened
As we both came tumbling down
Ecstasy has found us
Filling our need
Covering me with warmth
Rewarding our efforts
With a big A+
Gasping to catch a breath of air
Your hand catches my head
As your lips find mine
Depleted without movement
Satisfaction written on our face
Bodies still entwined
As we held each other smiling
Collapsed in a tender embrace

Wishing "Just Enough" for You


 
Too often we all wish for more than we need or even more than we deserve
so for today, i'm wishing just ENOUGH for you

"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright.
I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more.
I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive.
I wish you enough pain
so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger.
I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting.
I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess.
I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

After a While

After a while you learn
the subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul
and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't always mean security.
And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises
and you begin to accept your defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead
with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child
and you learn to build all your roads on today
because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.
After a while you learn
that even the sunshine burns if you get too much
and instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers
you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul
And you learn that you really can endure
you really are strong
you really do have worth
and you learn
and you learn
with every goodbye, you learn...

Beautifully Stated

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once
and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how
it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast,
and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

~anonymous~